Finally Feel Alive Again.

You've done the work. You're still stuck.

The Real Problem? You’re hiding, avoiding, and masking your truth.

You’re running on empty. Life feels joyless. Things are not working. You’re Googling for answers at 3 a.m., wondering why you feel like a stranger in your own body.​

Traditional therapy keeps you stuck in processing mode.

Most approaches focus on fixing what’s broken but forget to reconnect you to what makes you feel alive. You’re more than your problems. You deserve a life worth living, not merely existing.

What You’re Facing

Horse lethargic

Stuck

horse mad

Frustrated

horse triggered

Easily Triggered

But Here’s What’s Really Eating at You

  • “I’ve done so much work, why do I still feel this way?”
  • “Life feels flat and joyless, even though I should be grateful.”
  • “I feel disconnected from my body and emotions, like I’m floating outside of myself.”

I’ve Walked This Path. I Know the Way Out.

a woman sitting on the grass

I’m Belle Vivienne. I’m not a textbook guide; I’m a trauma-informed traveler.

As a trauma and cancer survivor, I know what it’s like to do all the “work” and still feel like something is missing. I’ve faced my own mortality and learned that life is too precious to be half-lived. My own journey back to life came through the unexpected lifelines of horses and dance (more on both of those later). They taught me how to feel alive again.

I’ve got all the credentials – a Certified Master Facilitator Equus Coach, Somatic Practitioner, Integrative Health Coach Level II, and Certified Psychedelic Integration Coach. But my real authority comes from walking the path myself. It’s hard-earned wisdom.

No more endless processing.

This is about coming back to life.

A woman walking with a horse

My 1:1 Transformational Coaching is an intensive, personalized experience for those who are ready to stop circling in the same old patterns. We’ll use powerful tools like Equus Coaching, breathwork, and somatic practices to release what’s holding you back and reconnect you to your authentic self.

What to Expect:

  • Equus Coaching: Get raw, honest feedback from horses who reflect your true presence.
  • Somatic Practices: Release old patterns and restore your body’s natural flow.
  • Exploration & Discovery: Move beyond your old story and into a new chapter of feeling empowered and alive.

What Life Looks Like When You’re Living It.

Imagine a life where you are the main character, not your old story.

Feel a deep, trusting connection with your body, a source of wisdom and pleasure. Experience joy as your natural state. Attract relationships based on genuine connection, not trauma bonds. Live a life of purpose, guided by your own inner compass. This is what it feels like to be fully, vibrantly alive.

“Only when we are brave enough to explore the darkness will we discover the infinite power of our light.”

― Brene Brown

Will you take a leap of faith and show up for yourself and uncover who you truly are?

Ready to take the plunge? Schedule a Session.

 If you know you’re ready, let’s begin the journey.